how the fuck do you mend a broken heart?

finally in a better mood! =) today was a gooood day. tired though. spent the whole day in frisco...toured sf state campus so amy could find her classes but she left her schedule in the car & lost the map! hah where'd it go? =/ umm...sf state seems cool =) some cute guys there ^_^ went to stonestown mall....guess who we saw?! remember arland?! hahahah...oh man....he was with his girlfriend! i couldnt see her that well....& i think he saw me but maybe he didnt recognize me. he's so geeky lookin! wtf was i thinking? *sigh* amy said im prettier than his gf...haha but she's obligated to say that. lol. hmm....yea saw hella cute guys today. wow. =D umm...went to jays woRk....he took us downtown & to eat pizza. he bought me a lil bathroom kit & a pic frame =) okaeeee well im pretty tired. will write more...miss u kim! tah tah

sorry for my depressed mood. hehe..feeling better now. jay came over. we talked a lot...we were looking at eachother & he was like i'm gonna really miss you...and we both just cried...not saying a word. it's actually hitting me that i'm leaving so soon. i'm not ready..thanks amy for shopping for some stuff with me today ^_^ we still need to go to ikea n stuff christine hehehe...am i the only person NOT excited to go away? *sigh* i have no confidence in myself whatsoever. i don't think i can take it....stress stress stress! and i havent even started school! i wanna go back to hawaii...absolute paradise. welpz i will talk to u girls soon...*xoxoxo*

why is it so hard to move on? *sigh* whyyyyyyyyy do i have to leave? can't i stay? *sigh* i'll write more when i'm a lil happier..hehe miss u guys

*sigh* i cant believe i went that much over my minutes!!!!! wtf! =*(* i didnt even realize i used my phone that muCH...ok my bill is hella cheap--45 a month...and this fucking bill was 252 for mine! thas 200 for the charges =*(*errrrrr...sorry i jus need to vent. its my fault though. *sigh* im on lockdown....i dont deserve to go out...*sigh* stupid stupid me....maybe next time i'll have something nice to write...

hi girlies...kiM how's UOP?!?!?!?!? i miss you already *sigh* can we come over n visit you? =D tell us when you're not too busy. well cyberfest was last night. pretty fun...saw lots of peepo...met some nice folkS. i met this one guy from down south...n his pants were hellllla ripped cuz he ripped it when dancin..lol. in front too! i saw this guy i met at my orientation..crazy. music was pretty good minus playing the same songs over n over =T pretty shady what they did to the underagers...but seemed like everyone got in still...they said it was all ages...let everyone into the outside area...but to go into the rooms u hadta fill out this sheet of paper n go get a bracelet & get carded (18+) hella shady. but yea...girls let's take a mini trip to stocktoN to visit kim ^_^ hehehehe...can we take pix b4 me & christine leave? ^_^ okae time to take an online seminar...about loans =( bye loves