hi girls~! sorry ive been busy...no time for our bloggy! hmmm update on my life... its been pretty hectic.. especially with jay.. we broke up n got back n broke up n got back... *sigh* hes right that i have changed though. we all change... im so much more independent... anyways right now we're ok.. n he's gonna help us cook thanksgiving dinna =D i cant wait!! jus need to get thru a couple more days... friday we had our exchange with pi alpha phi...it was really fun...despite some things that happened... it was nice n i was pretty much sober since i only had one shot =) one of the guys went up to me n told me he wanted to pick me up as his lil sis (prolly cuz i ...bla...)...n he wrote on my shirt (it was graffetti theme so we all tagged e/o's shirts..) "...u woulda been a tyte lil sis" it was soo sweet =D hes such a good bro to my pledge sistahs...s'all good though..i like my big bro lots =D i <3 my big sis too...its cool cuz she knos when & how to be a sis...n other timees we're like friends..which is really cool... we got our big bros from betas @ sdsu today... i <3 mine! hes soooooo sweet =D hmmm wat else wat else...my roomie is so stoned/drunk right now..shes hilarious dood... shes all offering me chem help & she said i can have peeps over anytime i want =D hahahah some of our girls r gonna DP...right now we're at 17... prolly end up with 14-15... its really sad but they gotta do wats right for them....were really getting closer... *sigh* but ya ummmm wed nite "gathering" @ backbeat with donald glaude... i dont wanna miss this! n its so weird how its called gathering *sigh* umm ya me amy jay gonna go...n prolly QB, van n some other peeps..thurs thanksgiving! me my sis & jay r gonna cook for my family! hahaha im so excited =D friday...i MISS valleyfaiR! hmmm must make a visit... gonna be mad crowded tho =( friday...the traditional BMI pizza hut dinna...hahah...i <3 our reunions.. im posta dye QB's hair bright red like mine n amys b4... im gonna dye my hair black wed nite prolly... n then do red streaks with QB splitting the dye & bleach. i need change! i hate my hair. i want to cut it so bad but i want it long again...my big sistahs hair is blue & its soo pretty! n my gran big sis' hair is purple =D she saw a pic when i had red hair n she was like omg youre so my lil sis! haha ya good shit. saturday... we mos def gotta party hard! we have to play KINGS (drinkin game) that i learned from my pledge sistas....hahah its fun but ya my flight is fuckin early on sunday =( sux... jays bro justin is flyin into san jo on southwest n we both arrive at 920pm...weird... hehe anyhow this was so long..damn. sign my guestbook guys! =P ok see u girls very sooN! yayyyy!!! i miss ya giRlssss so much!