hey girls... ya'll need to blog more! haha dang i lost my voice...n im sick.. blah! uts freakin 6 in the morning n im blogging..hah... i jus got back from TJ... it was pretty fun..there were like 20 of us... including the davis Lambdas... they werent all that good looking but a couple cuties... hella from san jo... n one guy went to oak grove... jimmy ly i think... weird.. anyhow it was soo weird being in mexico...really ghetto... the club we wanted to go to was closed so we went to another one... 7 bucks to get in n free drinks.... u jus tip them...hella cool haha...i only had a few drinks cuz i promised jay =T yea we all gotta go one day... its fun if u go with lots of people... some of the guys there r nasty tho...we were dancin on the balcony thingy n i was against the rail looking down n this black guy wraps his arms around me hella tight n shit...i got hella scared n one of the girls pulled me away hella fast tho.... yuck! n another incident with this flip guy...uGH piss me off! but i did enjoy dancing with one of the lambdas.... he was hot *siGh* anyhow left the club around 3 walked across the border... its kinda scary cuz one by one u gotta talk to the officer patrol dude.... n they ask u questions... dang im tired.. this whole weekend was crazy... friday we had an exchange with this frat from sdsu... the guys were soo sweet... very gentlemen like... i had fun n i didnt even drink or do ne thing =) when it was over i was outside putting my jacket on n one of the guys i was dancin with came out holding an umbrella n held my backpack n walked me to my friends car... hmmm but yea got home from the exchange like at 3 am n had service at 545 am so i didnt sleep... went to memory walk...we were cheerleaders... it was fun but i freakin lost my voice n i was screaming into the camera of this camera news man... i was goin all crazy cuz i was hyper... i wonder if i was on the news? haha... hmm slept all day when i got home... went to this chill kick it drinking party at my friends friends apt on campus... i didnt drink tho cuz i promised jay.. haha they were like how the fuck is he gonna know... but yea i understand how he feels so yea... i was so hurt n sad that u guys couldnt come down here.. i was soo bummed but i was being so selfish.. i guess i jus miss yall so much! n i really miss my babe *sigh* we were fighting a lot yesterday....i cried soo much yesterday... n he texted me "i love u so much that i get scared" referring to this whole trust issue.... i was jus like awwwwwww =*) anyhow.... its been a crazy weekend..PS carne asada fries r good! ok i have service at 930...=( playing with kids at the beach...im jus so tired! blah ok byebye miss yall love yall